*hugs and hugs* oh, i still smile a lot of times, honestly. the solstice is TheEngineer and my anniversary (4 years this year!), my daughter took the baby to a photo studio and got pictures made, my son put up the tree and decorated it for me this year, and there's a little dog following me around who loves me with all her fuzzy little heart. :)
there are still plenty of good times to be had, indeed! and i do...but christmas day will always be bittersweet because Fallcon died that day, six years ago this year. (the ex and i were in an open relationship, Fallcon lived with us and there was love in that household, and in the household where his sweetie lived, and when all of us got together. *other* stuff broke the relationship. he's still quite a good friend, and an excellent dad.) and i miss him. but life goes on and he made me promise to go on, and to love.
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there are still plenty of good times to be had, indeed! and i do...but christmas day will always be bittersweet because Fallcon died that day, six years ago this year. (the ex and i were in an open relationship, Fallcon lived with us and there was love in that household, and in the household where his sweetie lived, and when all of us got together. *other* stuff broke the relationship. he's still quite a good friend, and an excellent dad.) and i miss him. but life goes on and he made me promise to go on, and to love.