Oh! I'm sorry this time of the year brings you painful memories. I didn't know you've lost someone at all. I know about the engineer and the ex and your very first granddaughter, but I didn't know anything about your Falcon...
Remembering those who are gone is really hard. I lost a brother a long time ago and I still miss him like mad. But missing him is also good, isn't it? It means I haven't forgotten him, so he still lives on, even after all these years...
I don't really know if that helped you any or made everything worse. I just wanted to say that you are not alone, you know? There's people out here who wish you'd smile instead of crying when you see beauty.
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Date: 2012-12-14 11:57 pm (UTC)Remembering those who are gone is really hard. I lost a brother a long time ago and I still miss him like mad. But missing him is also good, isn't it? It means I haven't forgotten him, so he still lives on, even after all these years...
I don't really know if that helped you any or made everything worse. I just wanted to say that you are not alone, you know? There's people out here who wish you'd smile instead of crying when you see beauty.
Hugs
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